Desperately Seeking Sperm
She rolled her hips and rode him. She closed her eyes and pretended Tom was the one touching her, fucking her. It was Tom she was straddling. His beautiful blue eyes looking at her as she started to come. Jeff came quickly as she clenched at him with her vaginal muscles. Those Kegel exercises were paying off. She milked his cock for every bit of sperm she could get then climbed off of him and quickly got dressed.
She just hoped she could live with the decisions she’d made today. Susan hadn’t planned her day of debauchery. It just happened to work out this way.
*****
The news from her doctor the week before had been devastating. The doctor had spoken to Susan and Tom together when telling them that Tom had low motility with his sperm. Getting Susan pregnant would be very difficult because of it. Later, the doctor called to speak to Susan alone.
“Susan, the truth is that Tom appears to be sterile. The chance of his getting you pregnant is pretty much zero. I wasn’t sure how you would want to proceed so I didn’t want to say that in front of Tom.”
“What do you mean by proceed?” Susan asked, confused.
“I know you two have been scraping pennies together to pay for these tests. Fertility treatments won’t do you a bit of good in this case. You could do in vitro with a sperm donor but I know your health insurance won’t pay for that either and it’s very expensive. I’m willing to bet you don’t have the money for it yourselves?”
“No,” Susan agreed. It was getting bleaker by the moment.
“I don’t want to offend you,” the doctor said. Susan heard him sigh.
“No, that’s fine.”
“I know that you and Tom are very devoted to one another but time is running out. You are thirty-eight already. I can only see one way you are going to get pregnant. You could find a sperm donor and do it the old fashioned way.”
“You mean, have an affair?” Susan asked, incredulously. She couldn’t imagine ever cheating on Tom. She loved him too much. He was quite simply the most wonderful husband and lover, attentive and caring.
“No, I wouldn’t call it an affair. It wouldn’t be an ongoing relationship. No emotional attachment is necessary to make a baby Susan, just to raise one. It’s just a suggestion. If you should decide to move forward with it though, I would recommend you pick a man with blue eyes and brown hair, like Tom’s.”
“Thank you for the advice Doctor. Good-bye.”
“Good-bye Susan, and good luck.”
Susan hung up and sat thinking for a while. That was it. There was zero chance they would ever have children. They would keep trying, certainly, but the doctor was clear that it would not work. Susan felt an ache deep inside for the children she was now sure she would never have. She couldn’t tell Tom what the doctor had said. He would feel too guilty. She couldn’t place that burden on him. Tom would have been a wonderful father. Susan smiled and wiped a tear from her eye.
Over the next week, Susan found her mind wandering whenever she heard children playing down the street. She and Tom had a beautiful little house just two blocks over from the school. It would have been the perfect place to raise kids.
Tom noticed Susan’s sadness but when he asked her what was wrong she simply shook her head, smiled and kissed him.
This morning, Susan had woken curled up next to Tom and watched him sleeping for a few minutes. His naked flesh beckoned to her and she reached out to stroke his chest. Tom opened his eyes, blinked a few times and smiled. Susan leaned over to kiss him and he pulled her toward him. She reached down and caressed his growing erection.
“Mmmm… feeling frisky this morning?” Tom asked.
In reply, Susan simply kissed him again, nibbling at his lips while continuing her hand massage. She was wet and ready for him already. She slipped off her panties and dove under the covers to use her lips on his erection. She sucked voraciously on the head of his cock while playing gently with his balls. Susan heard him groan above the covers. She popped up and straddled him playfully, sliding down onto his shaft.
“Ride ‘em cowgirl.” Tom grinned.
So she did, hard. It only took a couple minutes for both of them to cum. Susan collapsed onto his chest then reached up to kiss Tom again.
“I love you,” she said.
“What got into you this morning?” he asked. “You’re not normally a morning person… or one for a quickie.”
It was true. Susan was more for leisurely afternoon interludes. She rolled off Tom.
“I must be ovulating.” She always got unbearably horny when she was ovulating.
“Hmmm, maybe today will be the day.” Tom got out of bed and headed toward the bathroom.
“For what?” Susan asked.
“That we get you pregnant, silly,” Tom replied.
“Who knows?” Susan replied, smiling brightly for Tom’s benefit. Anything could happen, right?
“I think I’m going to take the day off,” Susan called out to Tom. “Call in sick and go do some window shopping. Maybe visit my sister and the kids.”
Tom popped his head around the corner of the bathroom doorway. “Good idea. Rest up, you’ve seemed a little tired this past week. We don’t want you coming down with a cold just when you’re getting pregnant.”
Tom shut the door to the bathroom and Susan sighed. Maybe she ought to tell him. It seemed unfair to leave him hoping when she knew it was impossible. But how would knowing he was the cause of their not being able to have children affect him? She was afraid the answer was badly, very badly.
******
Susan had gotten up and made Tom a special breakfast before sending him off to work.
She showered and dressed, doing her hair and make-up carefully to make herself feel a little better. It was going to be a gorgeous summer day so she settled on a sky blue sundress with a built in halter top. It cupped her breasts deliciously. She slid on a pair of matching sky blue bikini panties and slipped into a pair of sling back pumps. Getting dressed up was one way to perk a girl up. One good thing, she supposed, she would never have to deal with stretch marks from a pregnancy. No, she couldn’t convince herself that was a good thing.
Susan got in her car and headed for Cooperstown. She tried to enjoy the drive through the sun- dappled countryside but somehow what she noticed most were toys and swing sets in yards along the way.
It was a busy day in Cooperstown. Sidewalks became crowded with tourists during the summer season. They came from all over the country to visit the Baseball Hall of Fame. Susan had done the tour there once, drenching herself in the nostalgia of America’s favorite past time. The only thing she regretted was that the full show of the All-American Girls Professional Baseball League hadn’t been on display. Maybe she’d go in and see if it was now.
Susan found a parking spot and locked the car before heading down the street to the museum. She stepped inside and saw that there was another viewing of their show starting in five minutes so she bought a ticket and went in. She found a seat and was rummaging through her purse for her cell phone to make sure it was off when she heard a deep throat clearing. Thinking her legs must be in the way of someone trying to get down the aisle, she looked up. The twinkling blue eyes of a Tom Selleck look alike met hers.
“Is this seat taken?”
“No,” she said as her hand closed on the phone in her purse. She pulled it out as he sat down. She powered the phone down and tucked it away.
“Ah, someone who behaves responsibly with a cell phone for a change,” the hunk beside her commented. Susan looked over and was once again nearly struck dumb. Tom Selleck had been her biggest crush as a teen and this guy looked like he had back then. He stuck out his hand.
“Matt,” he said.
“Hi, I’m Susan,” she said, taking his hand. His hand was warm and strong. She couldn’t help imagining his big hands sliding over her body; pulling her close to him, cupping her breasts and sliding down to cup her pussy. What was she thinking? She was a married woman.
“So, Susan, what’s a beautiful woman like you doing here all by yourself?”
“I’m playing hooky from work.” she replied. Matt shifted in his seat so his left leg brushed against hers. When she didn’t move at all, he let his leg rest against hers. She still didn’t move. She just looked up at Matt and he smiled.
“A little fun is good for you,” he said.
The lights went down and the show started but Susan really couldn’t pay attention. Her body was focused on the nearly perfect male specimen sitting next to her. Blue eyes and brown hair and a fulfillment of a fantasy sat right next to her. Susan’s mind whirled. Halfway through the short show she felt his fingertips brushing against the sheer material covering her thigh. She took a deep breath, let it out slowly and spread her legs a bit. She felt his hand slide over just a bit so that his open palm covered the top of her thigh and the tips of his fingers curled over to the inside of her thigh. That was where he stopped though. He didn’t try anything further, which was good, considering the kids around.
As soon as the show was over they stood and made their way outside. Susan was intensely aware of his big body close to her back. When they stepped outside she pulled out her shades, put them on, looked up at him, took him by the hand and took the plunge.
“Why don’t we find somewhere a little more private?” She led him out onto the main street and down then over a couple blocks to a little park. She pulled him into some tall bushes surrounding a tree and pressed herself up against him. They kissed passionately and Susan rubbed her body up against him, feeling the evidence of his own arousal. She felt outside herself somehow, looking at this woman trying to arouse this man. She pushed him away and turned, pulling her skirt up over her ass and push her panties down around her ankles. She spread her legs and leaned forward, bracing herself against the tree.
“Please,” she said simply.
Susan felt his big hands gently caressing her smooth round buttocks. Then she heard his zipper being lowered. After a few seconds, she felt the head of a large cock rubbing over her pussy lips before it pressed in just an inch or so. His hands gripped her hips and he pushed into her slick hole. She’d never known someone so big before. He filled her deliciously and started pumping in and out.
“Oh, yeah, fuck me baby,” she moaned. “Ahhhh.” She felt his right hand reach around in front of her to find her clit and massage it as he fucked her from behind.
“Oh God… yes! Don’t stop… pleeeease… don’t stop. I’m going to cum. I want you to cum in me. I want to feel your hot seed spilling deep inside me.”
Susan felt the spasms of her orgasm shake her and a moment later the man behind her came as he slammed his cock into her pussy. When they were finished, Susan simply pulled her panties up, turned and kissed him lightly on the lips.
“Thank you,” she said and walked away.
“The pleasure was mine,” he called after her.
As she walked away, Susan slowly came back to herself. What had she just done? She couldn’t believe it. What if Tom found out about it, she thought, aghast. No, there was no way he could ever find out.
Susan made her way up the main street. She saw a bar, went in and ordered a whiskey. The bartender set the whiskey in front of her. What if I get pregnant by that guy? She lifted the whiskey to her lips then set it back down. She looked at it. What if I am pregnant? She pushed the whiskey to the side a little and ordered an iced tea.
Susan felt someone sit down next to her. He ordered a beer. She glanced to her right and saw a well-muscled arm in a t-shirt. She looked down and saw hairy legs sticking out of cut-off jeans. Finally, she looked up at his face; handsome, light blue eyes and curly brown hair. He couldn’t have been more than 23. He turned and caught her looking at him and smiled. Something about his eyes reminded her of Tom. In for a penny, in for a pound? She smiled back and thought about sliding her wedding ring into her purse. No, she might sleep with the guy but she wouldn’t disavow having a husband.
“Hi,” she said. “I’m Susan.”
“Jeff.”
“Is this a local hang out Jeff?” she asked.
He shook his head. “I wouldn’t know. I’m here with a couple buddies for the week, going to the baseball museum and stuff. We just finished our degrees and we’re taking a week off before we start the jobs we have lined up.”
“Sounds like a good idea,” Susan practically purred. She pushed her whiskey toward him.
“Here, I changed my mind after I ordered.”
“Thanks,” he said, tilting the whiskey back into his mouth. He ordered a second beer. Susan slid her hand down to his leg and ran her fingers lightly along the hair of his leg. He looked down and raised his eyebrows.
“I’m here all by my lonesome Jeff, just for the morning.” She winked. She teased him a few minutes, sliding her fingers just under the edge of his frayed short leg. She ordered another whiskey and pushed it toward Jeff. He drank it down and Susan slid her hand up towards the growing bulge in his jeans and rubbed her palm along it.
“Why don’t you let me give you a lift back to your hotel room Jeff? The cops are all over here and you shouldn’t be driving anywhere after having a couple boiler-makers.
“That would be great,” he replied, his eyes nearly glued to her full breasts peaking out of the low line of her halter-top.
Susan led Jeff out to her car and they got in. She drove him back to his hotel and went up to his hotel room. Thankfully, it was empty. It was a bit of a mess with towels and clothes and empty beer bottles strewn everywhere but devoid of any other people.
She quickly stripped and helped Jeff off with his sneakers, shorts and t-shirt. She was pleased with what she saw, another thick virile looking cock. She pushed him back onto the bed. Her third cock of the day, she thought as she straddled him and guided him into her. His hands cupped her grapefruit sized breasts and squeezed them then thumbed her nipples.
She rolled her hips and rode him. She closed her eyes and pretended Tom was the one touching her, fucking her. It was Tom she was straddling. His beautiful blue eyes looking at her as she started to come. Jeff came quickly as she clenched at him with her vaginal muscles. Those Kegel exercises were paying off. She milked his cock for every bit of sperm she could get then climbed off of him and quickly got dressed.
Susan turned to blow Jeff a kiss as she walked out the door but he was already passed out.
“Pleasant dreams.”
*****
Back at home, Susan stripped off her clothes and jumped in the shower. She didn’t want Tom smelling some other guy on her. She changed into a new thong and sunny yellow dress.
If this worked, she would just convince herself that it was Tom’s baby. She would forget everything that had happened today in Cooperstown. One kid would have to be enough. If it didn’t work… well, she wasn’t going through this again… too much anxiety.
“God, I know infidelity is a pretty big no-no in your book but please look at the extenuating circumstances and let this work,” she prayed.
Susan was in the kitchen making dinner when Tom got home. He wrapped his arms around her from behind and kissed her neck.
“How was your day?” Tom asked.
“Fine… productive.”
“I’ve been thinking about you all day,” Tom said, spinning her around and kissing her, his hands pulling her skirt of up to expose the thong she was wearing. He hooked his fingers in the waistband.
“Do we have time for a little nooky before dinner?” he asked.
“Mmmm, the perfect way to end the day,” Susan replied, kissing Tom passionately.